Put trust in Him00.50
This is hella exhausting month!
I can't concern at anything, but hey, I'm getting better.
I never imagine, I will thru this phase before. All I ever imagine is, I'll get through some obstacle which he & I still can hold on together. But I'm wrong.
Some people growing together, some people growing apart. It doesn't love once had shared isn't real, they're real but maybe our time just done. We have to growing apart today, I don't know about next time did I'll come together with him or not. But well, I'm not expecting anything anymore tho.. I just let it all be... Que sera sera whatever will be will be.
But, girls. I learn a big thing from this. It's all about faith.
No. I don't say don't trust a man. You can. You really can.. But don't keep in faith in him. But keep in faith with Him, Allah, Lord, The Almighty. Put your faith to the one who made love is.. not the one who shares the love is.
In this process, I try lo get closer with my Creator. I did 5 times-a day prayer plus Tahajood Prayer. I read Holly-quran, I did dzikir in every spare time, and I always pray to Allah every time I feel anxious. I have one verse who really calm me down, after dzikir I always read this.. the verse I always said when in Ka'bah..